All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
a winding road.
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 12:33 AM
Home sweet home.
Haven been blogging for a while so now shall have a quick update about what's happening to me. Hmm for the past few weeks life got mundane but as usual i was back to my bad habit of drinking and making merry away. Dad talked to me last sunday and i got really emotional, guess that i really stepped over the limits. Haha how ironic it is, in the past i would tell myself that i will do extreme things to get the attention of my parents cause they were always working when i was young, leaving me in the hands of loneliness. Really hate it, so now i am always not at home and roaming around, but now i kinda regret the life i'm leading right now. Dad is right, drinking will only make me suffer everytime. I gotta kick the habit away and start learning how to reject people when they jio me out the next time.
Well, life in camp got really stressful, theres only 2specs left to look after everybody and it's kinda taxing. Poor yuh chu and i gotta do all the shit and there are always people who don't recognise our hard work and give insensitive comments about us, saying how slack we are. Really can't take the army anymore, wonder when's my turn to ORD. Just 7more months to go but it's so near yet so far away. Next week's gonna be hell week i swear! Oh and i just got a new xbox in my room hopefully that keeps me from heading out too often. And pay just came in, 1,026bucks! Woo! haha thats the only thing that's keeping me going all these while in camp. The allowance on the 10th each month. Gotta think of what to do tmr, afterall weekends i gotta take control of them and really enjoy myself before heading back to camp.
